This is a picture of me right now curled up on the couch with cat nestled on my lap.  I love that in this moment, so simple and normal, I am very happy and contented.  I'm living what I thought was my worst fear, being alone, and instead I don't feel self-pity for myself in fact I rarely feel lonely.  I love that this picture is me feeling perfectly fine to have my kids upstairs asleep and me watching Fuller House before heading to my bed as well.